What's up?

What’s up?

So, as you all know,

the chaos ensues and it feels like it keeps having these leaps of intensity. The most recent was when Mercury Retrograde passed the baton to Saturn Retrograde, and it felt like it beat us along the way. Now the darkness of this New Moon is illuminating it all for us to see. I keep having the same conversation over and over again, so I figured this was needed for the general population.

First, let's talk about the bigger picture of what's going on. We have had a paradigm shift. Between COVID, political shifts, and other stuff, the entire planet is in a paradigm shift. This is scary and hard. We all have to be in the new and figure out how we operate in the new. There will be a tendency to cling to the past and want to go back to the known because it was known and that feels easier. It's not and will just slow you down. When massive shifts like this happen, there is chaos. You can't help it. We are in the chaos, as more systems break down to make way for the new, and more ways of being shift, you can't help but be in chaos. It's okay. Our brains interpret this as dangerous, but it is actually the natural process.

Many are

experiencing this as feeling lost or not feeling like themselves, but the truth is

the world has changed; you have changed too, but not as drastically. It's just hard to “feel like yourself” when so many aspects of you, your world, and your relationships have changed. Again, none of this is bad, but it can feel bad. We are being given a gift.

This takes us to the last couple months, but especially June. In May, there were a lot of opportunities to see yourself clearly—the good, the bad, and the ugly. Also to see your relationships clearly. Then when Mercury came out of Retrograde right as Saturn was going Retrograde, a lot of things were upended. Anything that feels like it was taken from you, lost, or no longer working was something stopping you from your highest and best path. You were shown the places apathy had crept in, where you still played small to make others comfortable, and where you were distracting yourself from your true purpose.

It may not be clear

yet what the new path or purpose is.

You might also know your path or purpose but feel like you can't get there yet. This is all again part of the natural process, and I will talk about that in one moment. First, I need to address what many empaths are experiencing right now. Part of the confusion is the fact that empaths are being bombarded right now. You are probably feeling exhausted from either picking up everyone's crap or from combating the constant onslaught of energy being thrown your way. You need to make sure you are clearing, grounding, and shielding every day!

Okay, now for where we are headed. As we follow the energy and how I see it unfolding, we are in the creating space for the new phase. So there may not be a lot of clarity about where you are going yet, so you are only feeling the loss. You may have an idea about where you are going but it feels so weird and so far away that it feels out of reach. Just do the small steps now. Clear the space, set the plans in motion, let go of the past. All of this will help you down the road.

In July, people are going to feel stuck, trapped, or like they can't get anything moving. At least the first half, but maybe the whole month. You might also have some false start experiences. Please don't let any of this discourage you. You are still making progress. This stall is for us to get better clarity and dig deeper. Do not take this as a reason to stop moving forward.

Fall is when we get some relief. The energy lightens, things start progressing. This will be different times for different people. For some, it starts as early as late August. For some, it starts in September. Some have to wait till October. Any way around it, you will have a period of relief. November, however, brings with it some more intensity that takes till December to start dissipating.

To sum up, the road will continue to be bumpy, but the trick is to shift your perspective about it. People keep thinking “I just get through this thing, or month, and then things will be easy.” Just stop that. Shift your expectation to things don't need to be perfect or smooth to still feel supportive and okay. The best way forward is to be as honest with yourself as you can be. Look at those things you have been running from. Look at the parts you feel powerless in. Look for the truth of who you are and how to move forward in that. That's where you find your freedom and your power, but most of all your peace.

Lost Hope?

The heaviness of everything hit me last night. I had been getting some cryptic messages and decided to sit down with my husband and pull some tarot cards. We were talking and discussing what was coming up. Then I suddenly said, “It just feels like I don't have any hope anymore. It's something I have been struggling with for the last 3 years.” The flood gates opened and I sobbed. We talked about the numerous disappointments, painful experiences, and upheavals over the last 8 years. We talked about how I don't know how to prepare my kids for their future or even what future I am heading towards. You see, hope for me had been that life was going to keep getting better. The future was better, but I hadn't felt that in a long time. This led to a restless night and lots of self-energy work, but can be distilled down to a conversation I had with The Fairies.

“I've lost hope,” I said.

“What is hope?” they asked.
“It's heading towards a better life, future, or something better,” I replied.

“Oh, then it is good you lost that. That is not hope. That keeps you from being fully in the present and appreciating what you are experiencing. Hope is the light in you. It can't be lost. If you put a light in a box, you may not see it anymore, but it's still shining. You just have to remove the box to see it again.”

“What if the present is too painful to experience? What if the light brings no comfort? What if I am too disappointed by life to feel hopeful?”

“Disappointment is NOT the opposite of hope. Much like fear and courage are not opposites. When you move forward in the face of fear, that is courage. When you move forward in the face of disappointment, that is hope. You say you don't have hope, but you still move forward every day in the face of pain, disappointment, and fear. You get up and you make magic every day.”

“It feels pointless.”

“It feels pointless because you are placing big expectations on how it should look or feel or be. You are still looking for punishment and reward instead of accepting and appreciating the being of now.”

“So it is pointless,” I say with a smirk.

“It's like your favorite quote: You can either see life as nothing is a miracle or everything is.”

When I finally woke up this morning, I didn't touch my phone. I took a long hot shower using tons of pampering products. I wanted to scrub the old off me and soothe my soul with many moisturizers. I made myself yummy food and took time to just be. When I finally did get on Facebook, my memories showed my post from a year ago. It was talking about how acceptance is the way forward (a favorite Fairy quote of mine) and how we needed to accept our current reality and figure out how to move forward in acceptance. So the spiral of my journey brings me back to the same spot with a different view.

The Invitation

It's okay to grieve. It's okay to freak out or feel depressed. Many of us have spent over a year trying to survive with no hope to even thrive. Even those of us who are thriving may feel guilty or may feel like it is wrong. I have heard over and over people saying that they don't feel the same in their own skin. So much has changed in the last year or so. Our society, relationships, and social norms have changed. We have been forced inward to sort through all the broken pieces. Many of us are still sorting and feel rushed to finish already. Many feel forced to go back to the way it was (spoiler—there is no going back). Many long for it. There is no right answer.

No matter where you are on your path, please be compassionate to yourself. Let go of your judgment. It may seem like you don't have time, but make time to feel, to grieve, to check in with yourself. Then reach out for support if you need it. You are not any more or less spiritual for having human emotions. Let's not degrade others for fear, sadness, grief, or trauma. Spirituality moves through us all in different ways. Seeing the light in others means honoring where they are at.

I would invite you all to step into a place of nonjudgment. What if you gave yourself the time to be honest about your life, current emotional state, or relationships with no judgment on how they should be or look? What if you just accepted them as they are now? What would be your next step? How does it feel inside you? Do the things that feel in alignment for you and step out of judgment. I think we need to create peace in ourselves and in our lives, and these are the steps to doing it.

You are still magical, even if you feel broken

I have a bone to pick with the new age community. It's the blame, shame, and judgment that they often place on victims and chronically ill people. Do I believe in miracles? Absolutely. I have experienced first-hand legit miracles. Do I think you are somehow wrong if you don't receive a miracle? No. Do I believe we create our realities? I believe we CO-create our realities, meaning we have great influence but there is more at hand than just our ego-conscious self. Do I believe anything is possible? Yes, but just because it is possible doesn't mean it will for sure happen. I believe everything, including the opposite of whatever I believe can happen, can happen. Let me break this down for you, but first I need you to step out of your black and white thinking and open to the paradox of life.

Let's start with miracles. I have legit seen, experienced, and have been a conduit for miracles. One of many examples was my mom fell, had a brain bleed, and after the doc took half a cup of blood off her brain, they put her in a drug-induced coma. The doctors told us they weren't sure what would happen, if she would make it, or if she did wake up, how long before she could talk or use her arms again. So I went to work. I pulled out every crystal we had, called in every energy worker I knew, held prayer circles, and did energy work on her all night. It was not the first nor the last sleepless night I had in a hospital. The next day, my mom opened her eyes and was confused as to why she was incubated and tied down. Within in 48 hours, she had her motor skills completely back to where they were. Every doctor involved told her she was a miracle. It's a beautiful story, but the other part of it is my mother is still partially blind, has to use a wheel chair, and is on dialysis. The fall and the healing were only one part of her journey. So, why one miraculous healing and not the rest? I don't know. The real truth is that none of us do. Every healer I know who has experienced true miracles also knows it doesn't always work. We don't know why. It's co-creation. Our place is to create an opportunity for healing, it may work like the five people who I have cured of migraines. It might not, like me, who still suffers from migraines. If it was a science, it wouldn't be a miracle.

So if you don't get the miracle you want then you are still magical. Do not let anyone tell you that you are too wounded, don't have enough faith, are being punished, haven't learned your lesson, or have too many toxins and that is why you are not miraculously healing. Humans like control, which is why many grab on to the create-your-own-reality idea as they get to control their reality. They also want to be safe, which is why if someone is experiencing trauma, ill health, or some other bad experience, they want to be able to label it as something they can control and they will not suffer the same fate. It's kind of like how people often think all homeless people got there because they are crazy, lazy, or on drugs, so that way they will never be homeless. To quote a favorite healer of mine: “God has a million ways to kill you.” Safety is an illusion. So please, stop judging others’ dark times as somehow manifested from their wounds, or diet, or being too close to a cell phone or whatever. Yes, we have to look at our side of the street and do what we can to heal the past and wounds so that we can experience life better. If you do those things, it doesn't mean your life will be pain free.

I totally believe you can work on your traumas and issues and better your life. I think doing these things can have miraculous physical or emotional healing. I think that when you work on these things, it shifts your perspective and makes you react differently in the world, which changes your reality. I believe you can manifest good and bad things into your life by words, thoughts, and actions. I also have seen people still deep in working on their wounding have really great things happen. Life is not a reward and punishment system. This is a Christian/Judea perspective and if you really want to understand karma, stop saying it is a bitch. It's not. Karma is the idea that what you put out in the world grows and can come back to you. It is the idea that your actions build your path, but it has no judgment about that path. If someone makes chocolate but you don't like chocolate, are they bad and wrong? I want a caramel path and this is chocolate! It's just preference. Our preference isn't the only correct way of being.

So please stop judging yourself and others as wrong or still too wounded or toxic because it is not your preference. Stop thinking that there is one path to pain and one path to joy because honestly, they are both a part of the Human experience we came here for, and acceptance is how you keep moving forward. Make the boundaries that make you feel most joyful and fulfilled and keep trudging forward.

Self Care

I recently saw a meme that said something like: Self-care is not chocolates and bubble baths, it's making a life you don't want to escape. While I get the sentiment, and sort of agree, what I really believe is that it is both! Yes, self-care is having the hard conversations, setting boundaries, facing your fears, and doing that hard deep inner work. It is taking the risks and setting a life you love and that lets you fully express your authentic self. BUT, no matter how great your relationship, kids, job, town you live in and other parts of your life are, you will still want a break. You might just get joy from chocolates and bubble baths, and that's self-care too. Doing things that are joyful and fun just for the sake of being joyful and fun is also self-care.

This actually helped me find the missing piece I needed to restructure my business for 2021. I want to be able to offer you all the ways I know to “Find Your Sparkle”! This could be information from the Fairies, one of the books I have written, pampering products, crystals, helping you starting your own business, sparkly nails, or a great meditation video. I am a many-layered person. These are all the ways I do self-care and keep my life sparkling. It is all the ways I find magic in my day to day.

I think too often those in the “new age” or “self-help” community try to be too serious. I understand why. They are afraid they won't be taken seriously. We have been so bombarded by society that, to be an adult and be taken seriously, we have to be serious and restrained. It's something I have always struggled with. Since I am a punk, a geek, a Disnerd, and have always rebelled against what is conventional, I didn't know how to be authentic and present myself professionally. What I have learned is that I just have to be me. No one cares about all the things I worried they would, and if they did, they weren't my audience. I needed to be me so my “Pixies” could find me. That's what I call all my friends, clients, and social media followers. You are my Pixies.

So, over the first few months here, I am going to be rolling out new additions to my website, new products and services, and a bunch of free offerings! Get ready, Pixies. It's going to be even easier to Find Your Sparkle!

Free Daily Workshop

It is strange times we are in. We are in a total system reset. We as a society and as individuals have to completely rethink how we go about our day-to-day and how we live in our own skin. It is the perfect time to do the work in The Fairies' Guide to Being Human. Since I need to do this as much as anyone else, I thought I would love to do this work together! That's why I am going to be doing a free daily workshop on using the Magical Companion.

Some of you already have the workbook: The Fairies' Guide to Being Human Magical Companion, but if you don't, you can get an abridged version FREE! Just click here to join my email list and get a download of the PDF of all the Fairy Messages and Action Steps in the Magical Companion Workbook. You will also be reminded before I start April 25th.

It could be helpful to read the book The Fairies' Guide to Being Human. You can find the Kindle version of that here. It's free with Amazon Prime or just $5 without Prime. The first 13 messages and action steps are at the end of each chapter, so no need to read ahead. You can just follow along with each day.

There is no way to do this wrong. This is just a fun, free, simple, daily check-in to help you in these chaotic times. Let the magic of The Fairies support you during this journey.

Thank You,

Elizabeth Saenz

Manifesting

Today is 11/11. The powerful manifesting day. Manifestation is thrown around a lot and there are many views on how and why it works or doesn't. There is often this perspective that you are creating something from nothing or filling a void. That's not how I see it. For me, it's about transmuting energy from one place to another or from one thing to another, and this is done on an emotional level. Energy is constant; nothing is ever fully destroyed or created to or from nothing. So, when you are manifesting, you are calling energy in or taking old energy out and shifting it. This is possible through emotions and thought.

The thought is the last part; it is the witnessing. We create by witnessing. Healers heal by witnessing the change and that witnessing creates it in our reality. So, manifesting with thought is witnessing what you want to create and bringing it forward in this reality. Witnessing is validation. So, it is good to have positive thought and think what you want to create, but that works best when your emotional self is in alignment.

The Fairies talk about how we create from what we feel, not what we think. This is seen as, I feel like I lack, so I create lack in my life. It can manifest that way, but what if you were not in conflict and judgment about lack? What if you were at peace with what something was? It is our emotional attachment to an experience that makes it recreate in our lives. This emotional attachment looks like conflict, power struggle, and the inability to let go. This can be internal, but it also can be acted out in our life and relationships. Our emotional attachments can be so strong that we take them on as identities. “I'm no good with money.” “I'm stupid.” “I push everyone away.” These are phrases that show emotional attachment to an experience that will keep recreating itself to validate your reality. To put it another way, you experience something where the feeling is so strong that you become emotionally attached and continue to witness it into your reality. So, even when you try to change your thoughts, you think “I am abundant,” but you feel like that is a lie. That feeling is so strong, you are witnessing your thought as a lie.

So yes, over time, positive thought can help change the emotion and the witnessing. Another way is to address the feeling and acknowledge that it is just a feeling and doesn't have to be your truth. Accepting that the past was true then or the current feelings are true now but that doesn't mean it has to continue to be true helps release the attachment or need for validation. Each day is a new day and you need to open to the possibilities. Just letting go of a need to know the outcome or thinking you know the outcome can bring change. This is why I think it is better to open up yourself to not knowing the outcome. If you can't believe you can have $500 show up (for an example, this could be a new love or job or whatever else you are trying to manifest), and when you say it, you feel like it is a lie, and all it does is bring up guilt, shame, or feelings of lack, then you are going to struggle with manifesting it. If you can say, “I don't know how money is going to come into my life or how much, but I am open to having more money,” you are side-stepping the emotional attachment. I understand why many people talk about being specific in their manifesting, but honestly, I see that hurt and block more than it helps. It also, to me, speaks to a level of not trusting the Universe/God.

If you have faith in any kind of high power (within or outside of you), then you need to trust that it is always bringing you your highest and best. I didn't say your most joyous or most comfortable, just your highest and best. You also have to accept that you will not always know the reasons why or understand how a situation that is painful is your highest and best. Again, we are talking about detachment. To me, detachment means you let go of trying to understand, control, or be invested in any outcome. You open to experience the present moment and allow the moment or path to unfold.

How I would suggest you manifest is explore the feeling you are longing for. Maybe what you think is money is really safety or stability. Maybe what you think is a new relationship is really being supported or seen or just loved. Think about the feeling and start opening to that. Take your focus to the feeling instead of the how. This, again, side-steps the emotional blocks you have about what you think you are lacking and frees the Universe to bring you what you want in any way you can receive now. Then, it will open you to more and more of that as you become more and more comfortable in that experience.

Blessing Bags for Natasha

October is Domestic Violence Awareness month. I have partnered with FADV (Fight Against Domestic Violence) in the past and it has always been a movement I strongly believe in. This year, however, it has even more importance. My cousin was killed back in January by her ex during a child exchange. This was both devastating and shocking. I wanted to do something in my cousin’s memory.

I am doing a fundraiser to create Blessing Bags fro Marjie’s House (a local woman’s shelter) and also to donate money to FADV. I have partnered with a good friend, Laura who is a Posh consultant, so we can provide the best products possible for our blessing bags.

Marjie’s House is a joint project of the Housing Authority of Island County, the Opportunity Council and CADA. Located in Oak Harbor, WA. FADV generates resources for domestic violence service providers through corporate, individual, and community partnerships.

You have multiple options to help out:

$25 provides one blessing bag.

A bag full of personal care products delivered to Marjie’s House. It will include a Lacquer Strip set and a Big Fat Yummy Hand Cream, as well as grooming tools, dental care, and other items to bring comfort to a shelter resident.

$35 provides one blessing bag and either a Lacquer Strip or BFYHC for you

Not only will you provide a blessing to someone else you get a random Lacquer Strip OR Big Fat Yummy Hand Cream mailed to you with our thanks.

$45 provides one blessing bag and a Lacquer Strip and BFYHC plus a bonus gift for you

 Not only will you provide a blessing to someone else you get a random Lacquer Strip AND Big Fat Yummy Hand Cream, plus a bonus gift mailed to you with our thanks.

You can also donate a random amount of money to help our fundraiser. All funds will be used to provide as many blessing bags as possible. We will be donating any additional money as well as part of our commissions to FADV. Below you can find the Donate button for the Blessing Bags, and the links to our BeneYOU and Posh sites where you can order and commissions will go to FADV.

Links have been removed since the fundraiser is over.

Riding the Rapids

Since I seem to be having the same conversation with clients, friends, and family, I thought that I might need to put this info into a blog for all those that may need it. We are in the middle of a lot of powerful astrological energies. Eclipses and retrogrades are all about the shadow side of things, meaning the things we don't want to look at, old patterns and dynamics that we need to revisit and let go of completely, and all the loose ends that need to be tied or the things that we were clinging to that need to be released before we move on to our next phase. This month, that focus seems to be on relationships.

So many couples fighting or splitting up, friendships falling apart, new relationships that trigger our fears, and old relationships (friends or lovers) coming back to be revisited. Really, the core is old dynamics. Do we want to repeat them or do we want to break out of them? You can sit and focus, blame, or resent the other person, but you are better off looking at yourself.

Our relationships reflect our inner world. If you are feeling disrespected, where are you disrespecting yourself? If you are feeling not heard, where are you not listening to yourself? If you are feeling abandoned or alone, where are you ignoring your own needs? Others should still be held accountable for their actions, and boundaries probably need to be made in some places, but you will find peace and healing the more you can focus back on yourself.

On the flip side of this, it is a time when true intimacy and connection can take place. Those that are operating from the same place as you will connect in new ways. New people will pop into your life and it will be like a missing piece falling into place. You will have the opportunity to feel truly seen, heard, and loved as long as you can get your head out of the way and be open and vulnerable enough to allow it.

No matter what, this time is going to push you forward and shake things up (sometimes literally, physically with natural disasters). The Fairies talked about this month being like riding white river rapids in the monthly message (read here). It's fast, intense, tumultuous, and can be scary or fun depending on how you want to look at it. You might be clinging to a boat that is carrying you down. You might feel like you got bucked from the boat and are being carried down. Either way, you will end up at the bottom of the river and make it out to sea.

If you find you are really struggling with this energy you might benefit from a Shadow Eclipse Reading. They can be found in the Store section as well as other services.

What if your healing was just to connect deeper to Divine love?

I was having a “why me?” moment the other night. Just revisiting my year so far, the grief, the loss, and the pain. I know there have been plenty of joys, too, but I was in a mood.

Then I heard, within, “What if your healing was just to connect deeper to Divine love?”

I wanted argue. My healing was about financial stability, achieving success, being healthy, thin, and strong. My healing was so I could experience joy and peace. Right?! Don't I create my reality? This is what I want. Like I said, I was in a mood.

“Is that what your ego wants or what your Divine self wants?”

Crap! I knew that was what my ego wanted. It wants to be successful, have money, be thin, strong......and all of the perfection it can imagine.

Now, let me say, the ego is NOT a negative aspect of ourselves or something that should be ignored. Well, you actually can't because the ego is our conscious mind. That's all it is. The self that experiences the singular self, alone, and disconnected. It's needed to help us function in this reality. Money, success, health, appearance, joy, fame, and anything else that the ego desires is not inherently bad. It is great to be grounded, create stability in your life, and have goals for growth. All these help support your experience here on earth. The issue arises when you think that's the goal.

Let's say you go to an amusement park. You ride several rides, eat yummy junk food, take pictures, and maybe see a show. If you thought the goal was to get food, you would have missed out on the rides. If you spent so much time hyper-focused on getting the perfect picture, you would miss the moments you were experiencing there. The outcome of the amusement park was tasting food, riding rides, experiencing joy, but none of those were the goal. The goal was to go experience the amusement park. One simple thing. Show up and immerse yourself in the experience of the amusement park. Now, you might have got kind of sick from the food or didn't like one of the rides or missed the show. Did you fail at experiencing the amusement park? Was it a waste of time? Well, if you thought the goal was just to see that show or ride that ride, then maybe it would feel that way. If your goal was to experience the park no matter what, then it wouldn't feel that way.

So, in this amusement park called life, where is your focus? When you look at your healing and growth, how do you measure it? Is it how well you have achieved a level of perfection in your mind of who you are? Is it the way your life, your body, or your house looks? Again, I ask, what if your healing was just to connect deeper to the Divine? Ego doesn't like that answer often. It feels like a useless focus. It sounds like you are going to go meditate on the mountain and detach from life. What this is really saying is detach from your expectation of the outcome and focus on the experience. Then when you are present in the experience, notice all the ways that the Divine is sending you a love note. It isn't grief and loss that brings the Divine closer, it's that those experiences bring us to surrender and make us present in the moment so we can experience what is already there. What we experience as struggle, pain, and life not working out the way we want is in fact us running from the present moment. It is us running from pain, from truth, and from love. When you accept a moment exactly as it is and allow yourself to be immersed in it, you see all the truth. It doesn't mean it will be pleasant. When I watched my mother have a heart attack or have a seizure, when I heard my cousin was murdered, and when I experienced some of the most excruciating physical pain ever, it was not pleasant, but I was present for each of those moments. When something intense and soul-shaking happens in your life, you can't help but be present. Your brain just stops. That state of shock opens you to everything that is happening without a judgment, just for a moment, and allows you to just be. On the flip side, so does great joy. The first time I held each of my children, presenting at a Faery Congress for the first time, going to concerts, making love, and being in the ocean in Hawaii, I felt these time-bending moments also. My life has been filled with times I stepped out of my head and felt connected to the Divine in love. Some would say I just experienced my Divine self as I am. Others would say I was experiencing the grace of the Holy Spirit. Or maybe I am embodying the Goddess. It does not matter what you want to label it, it is being aligned with Divine light within. It is detaching from what you expected and just being in that moment. Of course nobody is perfect and this will be a dance for us all. Reaching for an expectation and then releasing it. I leave with a poem. Hafiz was a Sufi poet in the 14th century. He speaks of the Divine love beautifully in most of his poems.

I Know The Way You Get

I know the way you can get

When you have not had a drink of Love:

Your face hardens,

Your sweet muscles cramp.

Children become concerned

About a strange look that appears in your eyes

Which even begins to worry your own mirror

And nose.

Squirrels and birds sense your sadness

And call an important conference in a tall tree.

They decide which secret code to chant

To help your mind and soul.

Even angels fear that brand of madness

That arrays itself against the world

And throws sharp stones and spears into

The innocent

And into one's self.

O I know the way you can get

If you have not been drinking Love:

You might rip apart

Every sentence your friends and teachers say,

Looking for hidden clauses.

You might weigh every word on a scale

Like a dead fish.

You might pull out a ruler to measure

From every angle in your darkness

The beautiful dimensions of a heart you once

Trusted.

I know the way you can get

If you have not had a drink from Love's

Hands.

That is why all the Great Ones speak of

The vital need

To keep remembering God,

So you will come to know and see Him

As being so Playful

And Wanting,

Just Wanting to help.

That is why Hafiz says:

Bring your cup near me.

For all I care about

Is quenching your thirst for freedom

All a Sane man can ever care about

Is giving Love! 

- Hafiz