August Energy – Paradigm Shift

Sorry that once again it has been awhile since I blogged. I have been experiencing almost a speeding up of time. Wasn't it just June? Also, the Universe has slowed my energy way down. I have talked to many about them having a similar experience. We have a few big planets in retro (which adds to this), but all in all, the Universe is asking us to slow down, be more present, and rest. As a Gemini with Scorpio rising, I hate when that happens, but I keep hearing how we are going through a massive paradigm shift and we have to be gentle with ourselves. There is something happening on a global level in Late August-Early September. I have been feeling it since June. I don't know what (could be pandemic-related or Afghanistan-related), but I believe it is already starting now. This isn't to freak you out but to encourage you to rest and be gentle with yourself. We can't just positive-think our way through a pandemic. There is a lot of grief we are wading through, as well as frustration, anger, and powerlessness. Give yourself the space to feel all the feelings you have coming up. Find constructive and supportive ways to express yourself. Treat yourself, pamper yourself, and have compassion for yourself. Show yourself the grace you would show others. Grace and compassion are the most important exercises right now. Here is what The Fairies have to say about this time:

“When one person is going through rebirth, it can be exhausting.Birth is always an experience of struggle, surrender, and takes a lot of energy. Now we see all of Humanity going through the rebirth process. Multiply the personal experience by the billions. Some of you are being asked to be the midwife or doula for others. This is difficult because you are having your own birth experience. It's okay. Some people just need another birthing person to come breathe next to them. You don't have to be in charge and lead, you just have to be present in both your vulnerabilities. It may feel overwhelming and like too much. Please do not give up. You are on the brink of amazing miracles and real change about to happen. Stay the course through the end of the year and you will start to see where your path is leading. It's always darkest before the dawn, or most painful before the end. We know you have the strength to make it through to the other side.”

-The Fairies

It's June already?!

Well May is what I would call, sorry for the language, a clusterfuck! There was a lunar eclipse and all kinds of astrological things in play as well as the shift of the pandemic as things are opening up in most places. We are still in this chaotic energy and the way the stars and planets are aligning, along with a Mercury retrograde, there is still more truth to be revealed. I want to remind you that all universal energies, like astrology, does not dictate our path but is an energy we must be aware of on our path. Ignoring universal energies can create resistance or pit falls. Focusing on it to the point it stops you is also not helpful. These are the energies we dance with. The more you are aware of them and learn how to dance with them rather than resist or fight them, the better experience you will have. This is the base of co-creation. Working with and coordinating energies to your best experience.

I bring this all up because the chaos you are experiencing is the turning of the soil. The Universe is ripe for planting right now. Your thoughts and words, that are always powerful, have extra power right now. Instead of trying to get the universal waiter's attention in a crowded restaurant, they are at your table with rapt attention. Place your order clearly. This means being clear in the feeling within yourself. Your old desires and goals may no longer be what your heart calls for—that's okay. Pull a Roxette and listen to your heart. This time will also bring clarity for what you really want. Stay open to signs and inspiration because this time will also be full of them. The Universe is talking loudly. It will continue to talk louder and louder. By the time we reach Samhain in October, you will feel like all the realms are open to you, and they kind of will be.

Here is what the Fairies have to say:

Stop being distracted by the chaos of others. There is a lot happening in the Human world right now and it is easy to focus on fear, pain, chaos, and strife. You don't need to ignore it, but don't let it pull your focus. The Universe benefits from your magic. Your focus needs to be on how to create more of your magic in the world. That benefits you and everyone else. You might have lots of ways you create magic. That's fine. Do as many as you can. It could be supporting other humans. It could be spreading joy and love to others. It could be producing beautiful art. Whatever your magic, make it a priority. Weave it in to your day to day. Sprinkle it on your chores and errands. There are always ways to be engaging with magic. You don't need a special place, the right time, the perfect financial situation, or the perfect person in your life to create your magic. You are magic. You just need to express yourself from your heart's space. Open to all the ways the Universe is calling for your magic right now.

April 2021 Fairy Message

I actually feel like the Fairies are so clear this month, I don't want to muddy the words. I will say I invite you to treat yourself and others with compassion and grace this month. Here is what the Fairies have to say:

April starts off slippery. It may feel like you can't find the traction to get moving on some things and other things are running away from you. What do these have in common? Lack of control. Did 2020 not teach you anything? Your illusion of control will not help you anymore. You are stepping into unknown territory and unknown ways of being. You cannot control what you do not understand. Elizabeth is not liking all our double negatives but that is the time you are in. It is time to dance through the Paradox.

When you feel like giving up, you will find your energy to push forward. When it seems like letting go is the only way forward, you will find everything and everyone running back to you. You can find the peace you are looking for in the middle of the chaos. The trick is not controlling outside yourself but controlling within. Stop running from the feelings and face them head on. Express yourself. Let it out.

Your world does not make sense but the truth is, it never has. The rose-colored glasses society was looking through have been ripped off. It is like the people of Oz in your books. The Wizard was always just a man behind a curtain. The Emerald City was always just green glasses. They just had to become aware of truth. The truth can feel crazy. The truth can be hard to look at. The truth can still be seen differently through different eyes. That's okay. What is needed is compassion and grace.

Humanity is going to have some beautiful experiences and much-needed change this year. You will start to see the little buds and sprouts of this by the end of April. Remember, you may not know what the flower will bloom into until you watch it unfold.

-The Fairies

Equinox Message March 2021

Happy Spring Equinox (or Fall if you live in the Southern Hemisphere)! It's another one of those shifting times. Rebirth seems to be the theme of 2021. Spring is always a time of rebirth and seems to be amplified by the 2021 energy. We cultivated a new way of being and new versions of ourselves all through 2020. I would like to invite you to claim this new you. Let go of doubts, relationships, and ways of being that don't support who you are now. Give yourself space to grieve these losses because there will be grief, but the loss creates space for the new and better. Opportunities are appearing for people to claim the new way of being. Those who do not understand or “get” you are just not part of your tribe for this part of your path. It doesn't make them wrong or mean you have to judge their new way of being. It just means you need to let go and stop trying to drag others along your path.

I kept struggling to write this blog and I realized it was because the Fairies had a message they wanted out now that couldn't wait for April. So here is what The Fairies have to say:

The energy of 2020 is being wrapped up and completed. You may have new goals and new ways of being in the world. This can feel like walking in new shoes that are not broken in. Even though they feel good, they may not feel right yet. It can be uncomfortable and rub your edges. You will find your way. It is time to be comfortable with the uncomfortable as you let it show you the truth. What feels uncomfortable are the places you are still holding on to the past and the old way of being.

There is a push for many healers and lightworkers to speak their truth and claim their space. This means being comfortable with making others uncomfortable. You do not need to be mean or attack others, but you do need to speak your truth and not shrink your light to make others comfortable. Claim who you are now. This also means embracing your shadow. Love your wounded self. Love the parts of yourself that feel unlovable. Please know that when you acknowledge these parts and work with them, it lessens the power they have on your unconscious mind. It gives you space to act from a place of peace rather than hurt.

When events or people make you angry, reflect. Where is the anger coming from? If you are feeling sad or lost, what is driving these feelings? These feelings aren't wrong but ways for you to communicate to yourself where you need to heal still. Keep healing and keep shining. You will find your feet again on your turn on your path.

-The Fairies

March 2021 Fairies Message

March is just Marching along! I'm sorry this is late. February brought snow storms, power outages, and the fifth death in the family. So it goes. But I finally got myself to sit down and write a blog. As we hit a one-year anniversary of lock down here in WA state, it amazes me how much has changed—in the world, my life, and in me. We have all been through a transformative rebirth process, and it is important to be compassionate with each other and ourselves. I asked the Fairies for their message in this powerful month as we head to St. Patrick's Day, Spring Equinox (or Fall depending on where you are at), and Easter. I hope their words give you the ray of hope you need to keep moving forward into a new way of being. Here is what the Fairies had to say:

This changing of the season will not be all rainbows and sunshine, but it will not be trudging forward either. Your world and society have been through a shift in consciousness. You will start to see the conflict in moving forward and trying to go back to the way it was. You cannot go back but many will try. Many people will try to act like the old systems did not break down and with a little elbow grease they can get back up and running. They cannot. This will lead to more struggle and chaos. The relationships, way of operating, and societal systems that don't work will still not work. Before, many could act like they didn't notice. Keep a level of denial. That is no longer possible.

This is not just on the world stage but your inner world too. You will not be able to go back to the way you were before. You have changed, and this can be scary. You don't even think like the person you were a year ago. Old relationships, situations, jobs, dreams, and goals that you use to have just don't fit anymore. There is nothing wrong with letting go and choosing differently now. Also, know that others have changed drastically. This could mean you are more compatible now. It could mean you are less. It doesn't mean one is wrong or right, just different. Let yourself experience them as they are now. The new them.

Even though it all feels new, and that can feel both exciting and scary, move forward with intention. What world do you want to create? What do you want your life to look like? Turn inward and ask what you truly want now. Where does your fulfillment live? Answering these questions moves you forward to your next steps.

- The Fairies

The February Fairy Message

The month of love that is both loved and hated. Romantic love is great, but there are so many love relationships to celebrate and explore. You have love for your family and friends, but most importantly yourself! I often talk about self-love in February because I think it is so crucial to a spiritual path. So I want to talk a minute about motivation before I get to the Fairy Message.

I invite you to explore the why behind your current self-help journey. Do you feel like you are broken or need to be fixed? There is no such thing as a perfect person. If you have faults, then you are human. Are you trying to better yourself to prove something to other people? I know people who get physically fit to spite their ex. They achieve something to prove to their parents they were right. They want to show their old classmates that they are a big shot now. Chasing the approval of those who have already rejected you will never bring you peace. There is a lot of talk about chasing status or money being an empty path, which it can be, but I think this is worse. In all situations, whether you are chasing money or want to show your ex your hot bod, you are giving your power away. You are saying I am not enough without this.

So instead, pick your motivation. Are you shifting your diet or exercising for other people's opinions or so you can feel good in your body? Focus on what you want to do with your body and why you want that strength. For money, focus on why you want it. If you are trying to fill a hole or feel powerful, then shift your perspective. Instead, focus on all the good you can do with that money. See yourself as part of the flow of money, knowing it comes and goes easily. Instead of focusing on status, focus on building relationships with people you know and those you meet. Be of service! I hope this helps shifts your perspective and moves you in the direction of loving yourself more! Here is the Fairy’s Message:

We want to talk about the paradox of self-love and success. Elizabeth talked about wanting to prove to others and that being motivation, but we want to address the push to that pull—hiding. Many of you push to be seen and then hide when you get attention. You start building big and then shrink when others become uncomfortable. It is the other part of needing approval. You try to make others comfortable, hoping that will help your chances of approval. This is giving your power away. It is time to shine and be who you authentically are without fear of being alone. Love yourself enough to want to be alone.

Where your focus and energy go, you create. So you don't want to create a fake you with fake relationships and fake ways of being. You will never feel fulfilled or be at peace if you spend your energy trying to control or manipulate your experience. Allow yourself to be you and others to be themselves. Those that fall away are just not your people. The ones you make uncomfortable or reject you are not your tribe. Let them go. Make space for your people. They will come as soon as you start being yourself.

Love is not about making the other person anything. Love is about celebrating who you are, who they are, and who you are together. Loving yourself requires you accepting yourself and celebrating who you are in this moment. Make time this month to celebrate you.

The Fairies

New Year 2021 Message from The Fairies

I can't tell you how many times I have tried to write this blog. Or how many blogs I have written and not published this last year. 2020 has been a tough one. I still remember writing the new year blog and it feeling ominous. I did my best to bring a lightness to it, but it had me worried for the upcoming year. Needless to say, my sense of foreboding was on the mark, but was it a bad year?

2020 gave us the opportunities to see all that was under the surface, pull us out of our denial, and watch the dismantling of our social norms and structures that are outdated and haven't been working for some time now. Personally and globally, we experienced a revolution. So many people I know, as well as myself, had huge growth and perspective shifts. We finally stopped making excuses and created the boundaries we needed. We let go of the need to be busy or perfect or hustle or whatever was distracting us and instead focused on what we truly valued. We invested in the things and people and experiences that really mattered most to us. I think we are still in this process, and that leads me to the next year. First let me say, 2020 was a hard and intense year, but it was not necessarily bad.

2021, as it is being shown to me, is not a magic wand that wipes the slate clean. The big consciousness shift we have been in is tumbling down after it's crescendo. This means busting apart old ways of being and structures and setting new ones. That's a lot of what 2020 was, but there is still more to come. Mostly, the conflict will come from those that want to go back to the old ways of being. Those who want to “get back to normal.” Anyone who has had any kind of spiritual awakening can tell you, you can't go back. That's what is happening to Humanity. The mass consciousness is having a spiritual awakening.

If you have been through this, then you know it's not all bright light and fuzzy feelings. When you have a spiritual awakening, you have to face all your demons. You have to come out of your denial and look at all the ways you were toxic. You have to dismantle all the relationships and ways of being that were making you spiritually sick. So now, we have a mass consciousness doing this in many ways on a mass level, and it is chaotic and ugly and hard, but it will also be beautiful.

I will say, I believe 2020 was our “dark night of the soul” time and we are moving more into a revelation and action time. Enough of me and my interpretations, here is what the Fairies have to say:

Dear ones, you have been through so much and many of you are feeling lost or like giving up. The road ahead is not easy, but it is so fulfilling. What Elizabeth has said is true, but there is a positive she has forgotten. The energy has shifted and the flow is easier. What does this mean? Well, if you had a pool of water and you had a current flowing in one direction in a circle around the edge and you tried to walk against it, it would feel very hard. If you kept walking against the current and more people joined you, it would start feeling chaotic. It would splash and peak and have mini waves. Then eventually, if you all kept going, the current would reverse and follow you. This is what the energy on Earth has been like. 2021 is when it starts shifting from the chaos to the new direction. It will feel slow at first but have less resistance than before. Eventually, it will be carrying you along with it and you won't have to force your way anymore. Let what needs to fall away, fall away. Let what needs to be revealed still, be revealed. This year will still feel like work. It will not be smooth. But you have enough momentum going in the right direction that you can trust what you are building to eventually carry you.

Use this year wisely. It will still feel slow, especially the rest of winter and spring. It may not be till fall that you will feel like you are making any movement forward. Don't fight it. Rest when you need to. Go slowly and methodically. Take the time to make your plans, iron out your details, and make sure you are really ready before taking the next step. There is nothing to rush to. The world you thought would be doesn't exist. The new reality is still being created. Trying to rush there will just lead to disappointment and waiting. In which case, you will still have the time to rest and plan.

How do you plan for a new reality? You create it! We invite you to plan differently for 2021. Instead of your normal goals or resolutions, play a new game. What world are you wanting to create? List some of those aspects. What social norms do you want to get rid of? Write those down and burn them—the list, that is. Actively dismantle the ways you limit yourself and others. Dig in and find what fulfills you the most. It could be keeping your 9-5 to have the stability for your family and being able to spend time with them doing fun things. It might be doing a job that doesn't seem like much to others, or pay well, but doesn't fill your life with stress. It might be starting your dream business or following your art. It doesn't matter if it adds greatly to society or not. It does matter if it adds to your peace or not. Create, plan, actively pursue your peace, no matter what others have to say about it. You are the one living your life, not them.

We wish humanity great ease with this rebirth and bless each of you with clarity, peace, and the ability to see the truth in your heart and soul. We invite you to be brave and live your life pursuing joy and peace and have patience through this year. We promise you a magical end is in sight. The more you plan and steadily move through this year, the more magical 2022 will be for you.

So here we are in October 2020...

We are in a slow moving and heavy energy. For instance, I have been trying to write this blog and get it out for over a week now. The message I keep receiving for myself and others is to wait till November. Your motivation will return. This heavy energy we are trying to push forward will be lifted and you will stop experiencing the little set backs. Mars and Mercury both right themselves from retrograde in the beginning of November. Also, the voting portion of the election in the US will be over and people will let go collectively. I’m actually not sure why, but in November the energy starts to flow a little easier again. We are currently experiencing a shift, and a death portal, that will last till the winter solstice. So much change. So many endings. That also makes the energy heavy. So stop pressuring yourself to do more. Stop being angry at the set backs. The little and big trip ups are there to help you slow down and feel. There are a lot of trip ups both figuratively and literally happening. I know 6 people who have injured or broken their foot or ankle in the month of October. People are sick or have computers break, power outages, or lots of other ways the universe is telling us to stop.

I have read a lot about this being a ripe time and how people need to set their intentions. Intentions are always good but I actually disagree a bit with this right now. We have become a society obsessed with the hustle. People stay busy to not feel Or because their self worth is so connected to achieving something. We have forgotten how to just be. We have forgotten how to surrender to what is and find acceptance and peace. We have forgotten the power in being still.

The power of prayer and meditation is not about gaining rewards from the Divine. They are practices to help the mind and body be still so they can align with the soul/spirit. They are about finding peace in your breath. They are about knowing no matter what, you are connected to the Divine in this very moment. You can let go of the struggle and know peace.

I personally get frustrated, pre-Covid but especially now, with how much the new age community and most spiritual communities, focus on helping you attain something you think you lack, instead of finding peace in who you are. We collectively need to stop chasing some perfect relationship, bank account, body, or fill in whatever you believe is lacking. We need to stop chasing happiness and instead celebrate joy and peace in all the places we can find it.

Obviously I have a US perspective, but I mean this for the whole world, this time we are in is pivotal and honestly there is nothing you can do to change it or shift. It’s happening and we just need to ride it.

We are in the break down of many systems. So many of them are taking their last dying breath. It’s not the time to know the next step or the next solution. It’s just time to wait. Let the transition take its natural course so you can make plans on the other side.

Here is what the Fairies have to say:

We understand that so many of you are scared. You don’t understand the changes taking place and it seems like your life is falling apart. It is. All of this is necessary. It may not be fun. It may not be easy. Some of you feel safe and blessed but fear for those around you. This means you have released the things that were needing to go. Just rest now. If you are really struggling physically, or emotionally, or financially, ask yourself what fear keeps you from trust. The struggle is the place where you still want control of your experience. In surrender and acceptance you find the way forward. You also need to rest now and find the strength to lay your burden down. God/the Universe/the One has so much love to bless you with, open to the guidance. Ask us for help, for signs. We will bring them. Choose to rest and let us do some magic in your life. Your brain doesn’t need to figure out how, it just needs to be clear to see the miracle.

The Fairies

The Virus

Hello Humanity,

It's been a little crazy. 2020 has been quite a year so far. I have been reflecting on the fact that the Fairies have talked about the mass shift manifesting in the physical for multiple years now. Here we are in the middle of that experience. Politically, physically, and financially, our world is imploding. This doesn't have to be fearful. The Tower card comes in the middle of the major arcana because it is the middle of the story that brings change. We are in the time of change. As the wheel of life completes cycles, occasionally, we have to go through mass change. If you want a real hindsight is 20/20 moment, go back and read my post about the year from The Fairies. It's the blog post right before this one.

In the last few days, I have had a re-occurring phrase pop in my head. It is a message the Fairies gave me years ago (probably a decade ago). “Nature always wins.” They went on to explain that nature always finds balance. Drag a tire out in the forest. In one year, that tire will be a part of the forest. What we are experiencing right now is nature finding balance. I don't want to make light of a very serious situation or downplay a situation where people have lost their lives. I just want to give a perspective that might help bring some peace to people.

When I checked in with the Fairies, I asked about the growth of this virus. They told me that the US (where I live) has not hit its peak yet, and worldwide, this virus has not hit its peak yet. It will hit a peak and it will decline. That is nature. A natural ebb and flow like the ocean. Here is the message The Fairies wanted to share:

Humanity has been in the process of shifting. Internal shifting of the mass consciousness is now having its outwardly manifestation. Your society has held back the progress of Humanity. Society has to be broken down and rebuilt to support your evolution. Your Earth is healing, including its many beings on it, both animal and vegetable. Earth is headed to a great pause, many of you are already experiencing the start of this pause. Your systems around money, jobs, and how Humans treat each other has to change. You are experiencing their breaking point. How Humans live day to day has to change. You are being given the space to redefine yourself and your way of being. Do not give into fear or give up hope. You are all laboring yourselves into rebirth. When a woman is in labor, they hit a point of complete surrender that feels like a moment of giving up. It is giving up. It is giving up the idea that you are in control and surrendering to the greater energy you are a part of. Humanity is surrendering right now. Breathe deep into this contraction and feel the intensity. That intensity has power that you can harness. Allow this experience to move through you and make you stronger.

We know the deaths are saddening to many of you. There are many who are choosing to help Humanity from the other side. It doesn't make it any easier to see loved ones and neighbors get sick and possibly die. We hope the idea of being a part of a greater energy that keeps you all connected even after beings have left the physical brings some of you peace. Just know those beings are helping Humanity in this transition, even if all you feel is the loss. Plus, it is okay to feel the loss. Loss and grief are a part of Human life. Allow the pain to help you dig deeper into gratitude for what you still have. Allow the heartache to make you love deeper. It does not need to create a hole in you; it can just deepen the depth at which you experience life.

There will be many trials and troubles through this shift. Your faith is not being tested, but you will have opportunities to strengthen it. Trust that this shift is bringing balance to Humanity and all will be safer after it. Let go of the way things used to be because you can never go back to that normal. You can only move forward into the new life you are creating. By May/June, all will be much clearer on how to move forward. Till then, there will be struggle as the old way fights to survive. The more you can relax into the process and help others do the same, the less struggle you will experience. We look forward to celebrating your rebirth on the other side of this experience.

-The Fairies

Year 2020

There seems to be a battle on the internet. One side wanting to proclaim this year as massive change for the better after the last few years (which given the astrological omens, it seems true) and the other side pointing to the last few years and how we thought they were going to be change for the better and they felt like we were drug behind a pick-up truck. I can understand both sides. I think we need to shift our perspective. The last few years have been amazing! It has felt amazingly devastating at times. It has felt scary. Mostly, I think people hear big change for the better and they have an expected result in their head. They think they know what it should look like or how it should feel. Then when it doesn't line up that way, they think they have been tricked, lied to, or failed.

In the last few years, we have seen people around the globe communicating more and learning from each other. We have seen people paying attention to politics and where corporate money is going and the effects of the businesses they support and the products they use. We have seen larger acceptance and progress across the globe. Massive change for the better is happening and has been happening—it's just not pretty and easy. It means both personally and globally, we have to face these ugly truths in our lives and make new choices. I see more empowerment in Humanity right now than ever before. That is something to celebrate. So yes, the massive change for the better will continue and it will build momentum and bring ideas to the surface we never thought of before.

What I see for this coming year is more grace in the changes. Also Humanity's ability to roll with the changes easier. We had to break up those stiff ways of being so this year things could change gently without the push. Our ability to accept and adjust without being victimized is at an all new level collectively. Here is what The Fairies have to say:

Buckle up kids, this is a wild ride. We see 2020 as a breakthrough year for Humanity's evolution. Not one Human will be able to look back at the end of year and think not much changed for them. Humanity as a whole is at a crossroads. Everyone will have to make a choice, actually multiple choices, this year that will change their life. Most of you reading have already been making those choices and are about to start seeing physical results from it, but this too will lead to more choices. Humanity is stepping up to do their part of co-creation, being conscious of their choices and how it effects the larger whole. Making choices that lead to greater experiences in the future rather than immediate gratification. Finding balance between mind, body, and spirit. If you make peace, your main focus and reason for your choices you will move through this year with grace.

January has the energy of shock. It is like Humanity walked into a room and is finally seeing clearly what it has not wanted to look at. Don't try to explain away or write off what you see. Acceptance and clarity are key for making the best plans in January. You may have a tendency to dress up people or situations in a costume that you like or is more comfortable. January is the month to rip those costumes off and see the truth underneath. Give yourself the space to accept, grieve, and come out of the shock. Then use this information to make the most empowered and best choices for you.

Winter to spring, or summer to fall for some, will be the set-up, the planting of seeds, and the beginning of sprouts you have been waiting a long time to see. Don't believe anything is 100% set in stone, but also trust all the possibilities. Once you hit the end of March, the plants that are going to bear fruit will be obvious. You will have a clear direction. The work will still need to be done, but you will be able to move forward in confidence.

By summer, winter for some, you will be on a new playing field. This will be the next big change. You will realize that you can't move forward the way you have been because it just doesn't work anymore. It will take you all of summer to find your way, but the work will be fun. This leads to the end of the year. It actually will be spent preparing for the next year's level. 2021 will be a new level that Humanity can sit at for a bit. 2020 is the climb up the ladder to get there.

-The Fairies