So here we are in October 2020...

We are in a slow moving and heavy energy. For instance, I have been trying to write this blog and get it out for over a week now. The message I keep receiving for myself and others is to wait till November. Your motivation will return. This heavy energy we are trying to push forward will be lifted and you will stop experiencing the little set backs. Mars and Mercury both right themselves from retrograde in the beginning of November. Also, the voting portion of the election in the US will be over and people will let go collectively. I’m actually not sure why, but in November the energy starts to flow a little easier again. We are currently experiencing a shift, and a death portal, that will last till the winter solstice. So much change. So many endings. That also makes the energy heavy. So stop pressuring yourself to do more. Stop being angry at the set backs. The little and big trip ups are there to help you slow down and feel. There are a lot of trip ups both figuratively and literally happening. I know 6 people who have injured or broken their foot or ankle in the month of October. People are sick or have computers break, power outages, or lots of other ways the universe is telling us to stop.

I have read a lot about this being a ripe time and how people need to set their intentions. Intentions are always good but I actually disagree a bit with this right now. We have become a society obsessed with the hustle. People stay busy to not feel Or because their self worth is so connected to achieving something. We have forgotten how to just be. We have forgotten how to surrender to what is and find acceptance and peace. We have forgotten the power in being still.

The power of prayer and meditation is not about gaining rewards from the Divine. They are practices to help the mind and body be still so they can align with the soul/spirit. They are about finding peace in your breath. They are about knowing no matter what, you are connected to the Divine in this very moment. You can let go of the struggle and know peace.

I personally get frustrated, pre-Covid but especially now, with how much the new age community and most spiritual communities, focus on helping you attain something you think you lack, instead of finding peace in who you are. We collectively need to stop chasing some perfect relationship, bank account, body, or fill in whatever you believe is lacking. We need to stop chasing happiness and instead celebrate joy and peace in all the places we can find it.

Obviously I have a US perspective, but I mean this for the whole world, this time we are in is pivotal and honestly there is nothing you can do to change it or shift. It’s happening and we just need to ride it.

We are in the break down of many systems. So many of them are taking their last dying breath. It’s not the time to know the next step or the next solution. It’s just time to wait. Let the transition take its natural course so you can make plans on the other side.

Here is what the Fairies have to say:

We understand that so many of you are scared. You don’t understand the changes taking place and it seems like your life is falling apart. It is. All of this is necessary. It may not be fun. It may not be easy. Some of you feel safe and blessed but fear for those around you. This means you have released the things that were needing to go. Just rest now. If you are really struggling physically, or emotionally, or financially, ask yourself what fear keeps you from trust. The struggle is the place where you still want control of your experience. In surrender and acceptance you find the way forward. You also need to rest now and find the strength to lay your burden down. God/the Universe/the One has so much love to bless you with, open to the guidance. Ask us for help, for signs. We will bring them. Choose to rest and let us do some magic in your life. Your brain doesn’t need to figure out how, it just needs to be clear to see the miracle.

The Fairies

The Virus

Hello Humanity,

It's been a little crazy. 2020 has been quite a year so far. I have been reflecting on the fact that the Fairies have talked about the mass shift manifesting in the physical for multiple years now. Here we are in the middle of that experience. Politically, physically, and financially, our world is imploding. This doesn't have to be fearful. The Tower card comes in the middle of the major arcana because it is the middle of the story that brings change. We are in the time of change. As the wheel of life completes cycles, occasionally, we have to go through mass change. If you want a real hindsight is 20/20 moment, go back and read my post about the year from The Fairies. It's the blog post right before this one.

In the last few days, I have had a re-occurring phrase pop in my head. It is a message the Fairies gave me years ago (probably a decade ago). “Nature always wins.” They went on to explain that nature always finds balance. Drag a tire out in the forest. In one year, that tire will be a part of the forest. What we are experiencing right now is nature finding balance. I don't want to make light of a very serious situation or downplay a situation where people have lost their lives. I just want to give a perspective that might help bring some peace to people.

When I checked in with the Fairies, I asked about the growth of this virus. They told me that the US (where I live) has not hit its peak yet, and worldwide, this virus has not hit its peak yet. It will hit a peak and it will decline. That is nature. A natural ebb and flow like the ocean. Here is the message The Fairies wanted to share:

Humanity has been in the process of shifting. Internal shifting of the mass consciousness is now having its outwardly manifestation. Your society has held back the progress of Humanity. Society has to be broken down and rebuilt to support your evolution. Your Earth is healing, including its many beings on it, both animal and vegetable. Earth is headed to a great pause, many of you are already experiencing the start of this pause. Your systems around money, jobs, and how Humans treat each other has to change. You are experiencing their breaking point. How Humans live day to day has to change. You are being given the space to redefine yourself and your way of being. Do not give into fear or give up hope. You are all laboring yourselves into rebirth. When a woman is in labor, they hit a point of complete surrender that feels like a moment of giving up. It is giving up. It is giving up the idea that you are in control and surrendering to the greater energy you are a part of. Humanity is surrendering right now. Breathe deep into this contraction and feel the intensity. That intensity has power that you can harness. Allow this experience to move through you and make you stronger.

We know the deaths are saddening to many of you. There are many who are choosing to help Humanity from the other side. It doesn't make it any easier to see loved ones and neighbors get sick and possibly die. We hope the idea of being a part of a greater energy that keeps you all connected even after beings have left the physical brings some of you peace. Just know those beings are helping Humanity in this transition, even if all you feel is the loss. Plus, it is okay to feel the loss. Loss and grief are a part of Human life. Allow the pain to help you dig deeper into gratitude for what you still have. Allow the heartache to make you love deeper. It does not need to create a hole in you; it can just deepen the depth at which you experience life.

There will be many trials and troubles through this shift. Your faith is not being tested, but you will have opportunities to strengthen it. Trust that this shift is bringing balance to Humanity and all will be safer after it. Let go of the way things used to be because you can never go back to that normal. You can only move forward into the new life you are creating. By May/June, all will be much clearer on how to move forward. Till then, there will be struggle as the old way fights to survive. The more you can relax into the process and help others do the same, the less struggle you will experience. We look forward to celebrating your rebirth on the other side of this experience.

-The Fairies

Year 2020

There seems to be a battle on the internet. One side wanting to proclaim this year as massive change for the better after the last few years (which given the astrological omens, it seems true) and the other side pointing to the last few years and how we thought they were going to be change for the better and they felt like we were drug behind a pick-up truck. I can understand both sides. I think we need to shift our perspective. The last few years have been amazing! It has felt amazingly devastating at times. It has felt scary. Mostly, I think people hear big change for the better and they have an expected result in their head. They think they know what it should look like or how it should feel. Then when it doesn't line up that way, they think they have been tricked, lied to, or failed.

In the last few years, we have seen people around the globe communicating more and learning from each other. We have seen people paying attention to politics and where corporate money is going and the effects of the businesses they support and the products they use. We have seen larger acceptance and progress across the globe. Massive change for the better is happening and has been happening—it's just not pretty and easy. It means both personally and globally, we have to face these ugly truths in our lives and make new choices. I see more empowerment in Humanity right now than ever before. That is something to celebrate. So yes, the massive change for the better will continue and it will build momentum and bring ideas to the surface we never thought of before.

What I see for this coming year is more grace in the changes. Also Humanity's ability to roll with the changes easier. We had to break up those stiff ways of being so this year things could change gently without the push. Our ability to accept and adjust without being victimized is at an all new level collectively. Here is what The Fairies have to say:

Buckle up kids, this is a wild ride. We see 2020 as a breakthrough year for Humanity's evolution. Not one Human will be able to look back at the end of year and think not much changed for them. Humanity as a whole is at a crossroads. Everyone will have to make a choice, actually multiple choices, this year that will change their life. Most of you reading have already been making those choices and are about to start seeing physical results from it, but this too will lead to more choices. Humanity is stepping up to do their part of co-creation, being conscious of their choices and how it effects the larger whole. Making choices that lead to greater experiences in the future rather than immediate gratification. Finding balance between mind, body, and spirit. If you make peace, your main focus and reason for your choices you will move through this year with grace.

January has the energy of shock. It is like Humanity walked into a room and is finally seeing clearly what it has not wanted to look at. Don't try to explain away or write off what you see. Acceptance and clarity are key for making the best plans in January. You may have a tendency to dress up people or situations in a costume that you like or is more comfortable. January is the month to rip those costumes off and see the truth underneath. Give yourself the space to accept, grieve, and come out of the shock. Then use this information to make the most empowered and best choices for you.

Winter to spring, or summer to fall for some, will be the set-up, the planting of seeds, and the beginning of sprouts you have been waiting a long time to see. Don't believe anything is 100% set in stone, but also trust all the possibilities. Once you hit the end of March, the plants that are going to bear fruit will be obvious. You will have a clear direction. The work will still need to be done, but you will be able to move forward in confidence.

By summer, winter for some, you will be on a new playing field. This will be the next big change. You will realize that you can't move forward the way you have been because it just doesn't work anymore. It will take you all of summer to find your way, but the work will be fun. This leads to the end of the year. It actually will be spent preparing for the next year's level. 2021 will be a new level that Humanity can sit at for a bit. 2020 is the climb up the ladder to get there.

-The Fairies