Well January was a real shit show! I personally went through some hard times, as well as about every person I spoke with. When I looked back on the new year message from The Fairies, I realized that they had snuck in a message about January by itself. They said it was a month for grieving (did lots of that), finishing up energy from 2018 (check), and looking at what we wanted to bring into the physical for 2019 (did that, too). For me, I felt January was about clarity. Clarity about myself, relationships, and what I was willing to put the effort into or not. The funny thing is all that clarity made me feel even more lost. We can cling to our old ideas, stories, and limitations so strong that we can't see the other side some times. That's okay. I've been hearing about February energy being easier. I think it will be, but it will also depend on you. Have you created the boundaries to support yourself? Are you willing to do the scary things and step out of your comfortable reality that isn't working anymore? The answers to those questions will dictate how much you can flow with the energy. It is more gentle and flowing but if you are trying to swim upstream, it will feel hard. Here is what the Fairies had to say about February 2019:
Humanity likes to connect this month with love, which is perfect for this year. You will open your heart and experience deep love, especially for yourself. It is time to stop wearing the costume of other's opinions and stories about you. It is time to return the hurt you have been carrying for someone else thinking it was your own. It is time to forgive the pain you experienced, which is just an echo of pain from the past of those you think hurt you. When you Humans talk about self-love and self-care, you hear a lot about boundaries and saying no. These are good things, but that is just reacting to others. It is time to stop reacting to others feelings and actions and instead deeply love yourself no matter what. It doesn't matter if someone else has found value in you, you need to value your life energy. It doesn't matter if others like you, respect you, or judge you. You need to respect yourself and stop judging every little thing you do. Your power comes from self-love. Stop trying to be right for everyone else around you. Instead, feel that you are alright, right now. No one can take that away from you. You can only give that away. Love the Divine being that is you so you can overflow with it and then share it with the world. Be love. Build that fire in your belly because it’s about time you let it fuel you and move you forward.